Saturday, July 20, 2013

Surrender

It was time to embrace something new. The only thing that saved me was that feeling that God was sitting beside me, telling me "I've got something else for you."

My teammate had his hand outreached...and I survived.

I was totally ready for her to walk out, because that was what I felt like I deserved. She did the opposite.

I began to risk things...risk relationship, risk trusting people, risk trusting other men, which I had never been able to do. And I discovered that God was in the middle of all of it, like He has designed me for a relationship. God got me to the place where I would open my hand, and He didn't have to pry my fingers back.

I think the complete surrender is what I am most infatuated by.

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